Lost In The Shadows Of My Cigarette Smoke

Lost in the shadows of my cigarette smoke  
lost and I can't see my path through the fog
lost and I can't scream my voice ain't so strong
lost and weak to get back on the peak where i used to be not so long
so long to my dreams .... so long to my soul
I had it once but I lost it all  
decisions were taken wrong
actions just spoken in my poem
eyes wide open on the truth
but truth can be hidden if i just move on
but deep in my heart i know the truth
i know am wrong
i know my sins as i know my goods
and the actions i have taken made sins grow even more

forget is not an option
memories will keep dragging me to the bottom each time more than the one before
it will keep dragging me to the bottom of my sin sea

it's an ocean of sins and i can't breathe
deep in the ocean there aren't waves but my ocean is waving me

even the sins are sick of me .......